King Loser

by sorryshape

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1.
Easy 03:20
i'd have a body of work like an ocean if i didn't have to pay rent i feel kinda like a paycheck not quite enough, then i'm spent bite my fingernails to pieces feel my heart pick up the pace yeah, eat all of my feelings i’m a picnic basket case i’m not essential if i was i would still be next to you oh you know how i hate to feel inconsequential without a doubt, yeah no strong opinion if i was trash then you'd at least take me out (yeah) if you let me down will you let me down easy? if you let me down will you let me down easy? and can't you see the way i'm sobbing? wish i could hold myself together this cartridge got me talkin’ if you could listen i’d feel better i was enamored with your touch but knew that who i was would bug you i don't think about you much, no and i don't think much of you i split in two and then again can't make my mind up in the end unrecognizable, it all (hush now, stop crying) and you can live a life on read but i’ll dry out another pen don't think i’ll answer any calls, so (hang up, stop trying) waist deep in pressure any less and it all comes crashing down never good enough to smile it's an obsession what will it take? what i would give to just be proud
2.
Fault Lines 03:14
fault lines plates all start to shake, i feel them break ground while i break down and hide away sometimes i wish i could be social don't wanna smell like isopropyl anymore and the circles that i wear could've come from anywhere and no one seems the wiser don't think anybody cares studying the patterns in the floor cuz i can't stare in the mirror i'm beside myself (you said, are you sad) (you said, are you sad, you said) (you said, are you sad, you said) (you said, are you sad, yeah) and right now it's sink or swim cuz i got tired of rowing let the waves carry me i don't know where i'm going and i tried to love myself even though it seemed so pointless i'm sorry, i can't, i already committed to being a disappointment and the circles that i wear could've come from anywhere and no one seems the wiser don't think anybody cares studying the patterns in the floor cuz i can't stare in the mirror i'm beside myself (you said, are you sad) (you said, are you sad, you said) (you said, are you sad, you said) (you said, are you sad, yeah) i'm here again, here again (mm, yeah yeah) i'm here again, here again i'm here again, here again (mm, yeah yeah) i'm here again, oh
3.
All In 03:33
i wanna be sincere can i do that here? can i do that here, no with all that i breathe in i should be listening i should be listening, oh tied up out of sight like i'm your loose end i won't call for days will you be my friend pull up my sleeves now you won't find an ace i'm all in on nothing i wanna take up space i wanna take up space, yeah blink and it's gone, won't be long till we're counting the days i wanna take up space i wanna take up space cast my shadow in moonlight to hide from the one on my face i'm tryin' to speak my mind at least you could be kind at least you could be kind, now it's gonna be what it is but i'm fanning the ashes i'm fanning the ashes, now tied up nice and tight like i'm on the tracks i wish i could sing i wish i'd relax pull up my sleeves now you won't find an ace i'm all in on nothing i wanna take up space i wanna take up space, yeah blink and it's gone, won't be long till we're counting the days i wanna take up space i wanna take up space cast my shadow in moonlight to hide from the one on my face
4.
Control 04:09
i took myself for granted i took myself for done i took myself to places where i'd never see the sun i took myself to heaven i took myself below i took my life into my hands, and now i take it slow i don't wanna live or die i don't wanna live or die i wish that i was in control i would feel good when it's time i don't wanna live or die if i fall from heaven i'll never reach the floor swallow my emotions what the hell are they for? yeah i might be gasping just to fucking lay rest time is always passing i'll try my best i don't wanna live or die i don't wanna live or die i wish that i was in control i would feel good when it's time i don't wanna live or die
5.
Take Care 03:23
i’ll stare right into your conscience
it'll tell me who's to judge it's been over way too long since i have let myself be loved and i’ll have my midlife crisis even though I'm 24 but your happiness is priceless you're the one that i adore i wanna take care of you (take care of you) i wanna take care of you oh-oo-hoo and maybe i have learned my lesson maybe this year i’ll improve yeah my head's always a mess but i’m myself when I'm with you i wanna take care of you (take care of you) i wanna take care of you oh-oo-hoo i wanna take care of you (take care of you) i wanna take care of you oh-oo-hoo
 and i’ll take what i’ve been given be remiss if i don't try i’ve been shown a life worth living if i weren't numb at least i’d cry (i wanna take care of you) (i wanna take care of you) (oh-oo-hoo) (i wanna take care of you) (i wanna take care of you) i love it when you call me baby i’m used to being left alone i’m glad that you're that close with me no matter where you are ‘cause when i’m with you i’m home

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This is an EP about my struggles with mental health, love and loss, creative burnout, self-doubt, and learning to live happily.

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released February 3, 2023

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" King Loser " out on 02/03/2023

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